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Previously on The Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills.

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I've been thinking about you a lot since
the party. I really have. Sending you

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love and good vibes every day. I'm
praying you're getting some sleep. I

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have. I started wondering, like, is her
talking to everyone going to end up

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affecting the divorce in some kind of
negative way?

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My fertility journey continues.

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The pills, the injections, the vitamins,
it's a lot.

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Welcome to Sedona.

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It's a must.

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Buy it.

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I really want to use this time to build
good relationships.

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This guy says, tell Amanda to call me.
I'll give her all the dirt on Sutton.

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If one of my old employees was saying
that about me, I would want to know.

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When I brought up your assistant, I got
a different energy. It's also true. I do

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believe that's why Garcella, because
it's always all about Sutton. Y 'all,

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not talking about it. Is that clear?

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Crystal.

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Ugh, monkeys.

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Oh, God. I'm going to get out of here.

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I go away, and there's eight million
packages.

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This is for the horse. The hook covers.

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This is Santa's fall look.

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Kind of creepy, but it looks good.

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We did this all without an assistant.
Mommy can open boxes.

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Everybody here estimates my holiday.

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God. Alright.

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Ah! Hell no.

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Ah!

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This is so annoying.

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Ah!

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How are you?

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Oh, my God, my bag.

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Oh, my God.

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Literally your closet, Rachel.

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Oh, my God.

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Yes.

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100 % have to own this.

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There's no strategy when I shop,
especially vintage.

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Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

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Oh, my God.

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Money's not real.

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I'm dead. Look at all this brown.

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I'm just like, please try and have money
when you leave left in your bank

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account. That one looks like late 80s,
early 90s vibe, yeah? Right on the dot.

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It's like a problem. It's like a
disease.

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It's literally like a drug.

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Oh, my God, this is so good.

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Hello. How are you? Thank you. The queen
is here.

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Hello.

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Hi. Wait, did you come in with this
jacket? No, this I just put on. How did

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know that?

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Oh, my God, I'm dead.

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I'm dead.

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I think I might have to have it.

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I can't really be trying things on
because, sorry, TMI, I'm bloated. And

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it's not because of what I ate. I've
been taking some medication. Yeah, yeah,

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no, no, no. I was praying for you. Thank
you. How did it go? It was so good. It

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was so good. It was so good.

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I just had my ultrasound done, and this
ultrasound is showing six egg houses

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where she can retrieve eggs from.

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Those are good size eggs.

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cells are microscopic, but the fact that
the egg house is getting bigger

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suggests that the cells that are taking
care of the eggs are active, and thereby

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we anticipate a mature egg in there. I'm
ecstatic!

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So, in like two days, I'm gonna go fly
back to Vegas.

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Keely will come with me. I'll get my
eggs retrieved.

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The more eggs I have, the better my
chances are at getting a fertilized

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which then leads to babies.

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IVF process is so hard. It's draining
and tiring and emotionally taxing. And

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I really want that to work because I
can't keep going through this. So I'm

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feeling pretty good, but I mean, I know
you have a party on Friday. No.

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Okay, so now here's the thing. But I
understand.

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I'm going to do a dinner at my house.

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I haven't done a dinner party in
forever.

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I've just been lifing. Okay, fun.

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Can we talk about our trip? I know. Tell
me what you think. The thing that I

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noticed the most on the trip, I'm a very
wing it person, as you know. I roll

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into my life, what the f*** happens,
happens.

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And I think for Amanda, it has to be
laid out.

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I think she's very systematic.

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I don't understand the timing of the
group, like how I'm supposed to know

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I'm actually supposed to be somewhere. I
made my first list for my future ideal

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husband when I was 13.

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So I made lists for 20 years.

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Her dropping this information about her
friend and Avi was not accidental.

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She wanted to drop it in there and
perhaps gain some points. The problem is

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backfired.

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So Shauna, can you be rolling waiting
for the house at like a slightly lower

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speed? I know. I know the rules.

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You guys want to go? Let's go.

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Bye, Felicia. Babe, are you okay with
him going? What? Okay,

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I'll be tracking you. That's creepy.

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That sounds really weird. It is creepy,
but it's my job.

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We rented a place in Newport Beach for
the first time last summer. We

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fell in love. So this year we signed a
year lease.

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We are here nearly every weekend.

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Bye, y 'all.

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Okay, I want to tell you more about my
Sedona trip while the babies are napping

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and the big kids are out. I feel like
I'm raising my children in the 80s. I'm

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not seeing kids on devices. The kids are
outside all day playing on the beach

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with their friends. It is just a
happier, more wholesome childhood.

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So you guys flew into the small airport?

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Mm -hmm, in Sedona. P .S. I like Erica.

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Remember, she's the one that shouted
boring when I said that I was ordering a

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mocktail. Can you make a mocktail of
some kind?

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Boo, you have to drink alcohol.

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Then I told you a little bit about
Sutton, right? I had heard from our

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friend that this person, that's her old
assistant, was, you know, saying to her,

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oh, have Amanda call me, I'll give her
all the dirt.

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But I say it to Sutton verbatim as I got
it in the text. And she just, like,

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went cold.

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Like, mean. Her eyes looked mad.

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So she obviously doesn't know you. What
do you mean?

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Because she only gets a few more strikes
before you cut a bitch down.

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That's not wrong.

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All I know is she says she's the money
queen.

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She's the money queen?

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That's what she calls herself.

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What does that mean? Did you never know
that? What are you talking about? That's

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what she called herself.

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It's called the money queen?

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Girl, I don't know why I'm repeating
myself. Yes. But you never had a job

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before. So how are you telling people
how to get money?

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If I could roll my eyes any harder, I
would. I have no formal business

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experience. And then I found that I had
a gift around like the energetic part of

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money. If somebody is going to teach
somebody else how to make money, I

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that they've made a lot of money doing
some kind of work before.

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That way they can tell somebody how to
do the work so they can get the money.

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I thought she does like affirmation.

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Girl, I'm putting this back. Am I okay?

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No, you're not okay.

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I just can't figure out her authenticity
and who she is.

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Aliyah, iconic.

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Look how sick that is.

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I kind of need that.

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Would you ever read Amanda's book,
Riches?

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No, I would never read a book called
Riches.

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You're at 6 ,255. I feel like we could
add that.

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No, it's just not my energy.

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No. So your total is going to be 10
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Done.

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Basta.

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I've lost my mind.

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I didn't see the baby denim.

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How was everyone for those three nights?
Any problem?

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No. Anyone cry about Mama?

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No. Not even at bedtime?

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No, bedtime was different.

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I was putting them all to bed.

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Kanan was laying on top of me like he
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Liam was beside me. I was holding
Shosha's hand on the top bunk. And when

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finished, I just felt him like the most
I've felt in a really long time.

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Three years ago, I had twins, Kanan and
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the night, born 11 weeks early.

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It was a hard pregnancy, and Zion, my
son, didn't make it. He died at five

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old in the NICU. Oh, honey, I'm sorry.

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Zion's placenta was faulty, so he was
having a hard time in the womb.

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Kanan was in the NICU for 68 days.

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Zion unfortunately died in my arms the
first time I ever held him.

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Friday is obviously the anniversary of
him dying. Yeah.

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That was a really weird day for me last
year, so I don't know how I'll be this

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year. It stuck up on me last year.

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Every year, it's the most joyful and sad
week. I can't think of

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everything Kanan overcame to be a three
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making it. It's just all in the week.

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I'll have fun, you know.

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Coming up.

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Did you end up talking to Jennifer?

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She was saying that it was about you.

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Well, that's interesting.

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And that she understands, like,
ourselves and our friends of you.

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Hi. Oh, my God.

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Nice to see you. Hello, Mama.

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Can I do any little starters for you
guys? Any appetizers or anything to

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with? I think we'll go with the fish
sandwich. You never see those.

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I'll do the salmon Caesar, please.
Salmon Caesar, please. The arugula.

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you. No problem. Well, I have a surprise
for you. You do?

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Yeah. It arrived yesterday.

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Oh, oh, oh.

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Oh, my God.

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Unbelievable. I feel like that's the way
I want to feel right now. Just like

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sexy. Yeah.

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And I don't give a...

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I needed to find a new management team
because when I separated from my

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I also separated from my manager.

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I don't like the name Nava for the
swimwear. Call it Beverly Beach.

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What do you think of that?

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Was he a better manager or a better
husband?

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You guys, I need to work. Yeah. I need
to earn money.

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I don't want to have worries.

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I want to be able to buy myself whatever
I want, do whatever I want for the

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kids. Yeah. I've got goals. Yeah.

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Obviously, the book.

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I know. So many things.

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We haven't even celebrated.

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No, we haven't. It's funny. One of the
first things I said to you is like, have

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you not written a book? I know. If I'm
going to do a book and it's going to be

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my memoir, I want to put my heart into
that book.

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Yeah. Right.

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I just signed a book deal.

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Writing a book is going to really give
me the opportunity to not only go

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the journey of processing everything
that I'm going through, but thinking

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everything that's led me to where I am
today, the good, the bad, the ugly.

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I want people to be able to pick up my
book.

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finish my book and know that they
understand me so much better.

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It's going to be a cathartic experience
to put pen to paper and then really feel

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like I'm moving into a new chapter in my
life.

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The other thing that we need to
establish is the cover because we need

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that. I have no doubt that in a year's
time, you will be in a better position

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than you are right now, like
financially, mentally.

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No doubt in my mind. Oh, thanks.

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Hi, how are you? Hi, good. How are you?
Welcome to Elevate Infrared. Thank you.

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We have an appointment for two of us.
Yeah.

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I'm just going to wait for my friend.

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Okay. Oh, never mind. Here she is.

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Hi. Hello.

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Hi. How are you?

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I'm good. How are you? Good, good. Okay.
Yeah, I can bring you back to the

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contrast room.

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Okay, great. Thank you.

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If you need to adjust the temperature,
it's just on the left. It's at 159.

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159 degrees? Yeah. I was missing Sedona
a lot, so, you know, what better way to

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remind myself of how great Sedona is
than to go get into a hot sauna.

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Okay, my butt is on fire. I think we can
turn the temp down.

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130.

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Oh, you just made it hotter.

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All right. I don't want the light.

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Oh, Lord have mercy.

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Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Can you turn the air conditioning on
while you got it? I'm just kidding.

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Was it not enough that we suffered in
Arizona on that hike in the 111 degrees?

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Okay, but it was beautiful. The hike was
beautiful.

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That was my favorite part.

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Yeah, it was beautiful.

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That was worth every hard step.

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Wet t -shirt contest, y 'all. Okay.

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But it's really hot in here. I just have
to have that red light off for a

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minute. Did you end up talking to
Jennifer?

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Well, Jennifer and I were roommates. We
talked every day.

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No, but after the night, you snapped at
us.

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How was she?

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Yeah.

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I just find it interesting.

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I don't know why she would say something
to you before saying something to me. I

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don't know.

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Well, because it was in the moment when
you, like, said, Jennifer, just stop.

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And when I went over to the bathroom and
I came out and she had, like, tears in

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her eyes. Uh -huh. And she was like,
well, Sutton snapped at me and I don't

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to be here.

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And she was saying that it was about you
and that, you know. Well, that's

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interesting. And that she said that she
understands, like, ourselves and our

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friends with you.

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And I was really surprised by that.

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to saying that, you know, something can
be problematic.

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Jennifer has seen how sad I have been
over the past few months.

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Have you talked to Garcelle yet? She
won't talk to me. It was a big one. It

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me hard.

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It's so mean.

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So I want to go talk to Jennifer
immediately.

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I need to understand why.

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I mean, come on. That's sucky to bring
up Garcelle.

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People bewilder me.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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Hello, welcome.

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How are you guys doing?

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I'm ready.

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All right, you guys are ready? Let's go
on back.

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Okay.

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Hello. So we're going to roll back.
Technically, you walk in. Okay. We roll

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out. Okay. So in about three minutes,
Christy will take you in. Of course, the

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plan is egg retrieval, but you hear the
word transvaginal oocyte aspiration.

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That's the actual medical term. Do I
have to remember that? No. Oh, thank

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I'm feeling every emotion possible.

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I've never had a smooth pregnancy
before.

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I'm 47.

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I lost my first daughter. She was born
preterm. And Lael was also preterm. If

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this doesn't work, I worry about Keely's
overall satisfaction.

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If he doesn't have a child, which I know
he really wants, then what does that

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mean? So this has to work.

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Emmy? What's happening?

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Why is it so dark in here?

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So, the power's out on the entire block.

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I don't understand why this happens
every time I do something.

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We just eat in the dark?

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I don't think we cancel yet.

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I can still cook. I figured out how to
make the gas work with the lighter, and

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will make something very delicious.

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This is my f***ing life. This is my
life. It's not raining.

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There's no storm.

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There is no reason to not have power
right now.

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We'll make it work.

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Who does this happen to?

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Me. Do you want wine now or in a minute?
A double.

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I don't know why we don't have power,
but you're going to back up.

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I came up with the idea. We're using a
handheld fan.

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Because you're so hot?

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No, I'm blow -drying my hair with it.
Shut up right now!

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Do you need to come over here to use my
electricity?

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Because blow -dryers are important.

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I mean, I may have to.

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Are these the shoes?

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But it's yours.

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Uh -huh.

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Yeah. Perfect.

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I know where it has to match. A well
-dressed woman always has their

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undergarments matching her outfit.

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Hello?

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Shall we? That's my hostess gift for
Rachel.

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I'm glad you remembered one because I
did not.

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What is the occasion tonight? Just
getting together?

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Psychic? Oh, that's quite a psychic.

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Psychic, summer, something.

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I'm going to do a dinner at my house and
I'm going to have my psychic.

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Oh, I love a psychic at a dinner.

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If my husband ever leaves me, I'm going
with him. He will never emotionally

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fulfill you.

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Ever. Know that.

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I'm hoping this one tonight does not
have an electronic cigarette and that

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going to be a positive psychic.

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So this is an emotional week for me.

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Monday was Kanan's birthday, so today is
actually the anniversary of when he

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died. I spoke with Eddie about it, and
this should be a day to be around

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friends. Maybe it'd be a good
distraction and try to have the best day

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If I think weird tonight, that might be
why.

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What's this look?

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Thank you for this. That's so
appreciative of you.

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It's a book. You're not that
appreciative.

329
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No, I'm not.

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Kathy just called me. She said, I don't
have any power.

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What? She's about to go over to my house
and split our hair.

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We're here.

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I'm just going to the kitchen.

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I just opened it up.

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She's going to make these, like, bigger
curls. I don't know. Right? They can

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start to part with it. Yeah. Right?

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Tonight we're going to have a psychic
party. We're going to have a psychic

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party. I have a few things that I need
to, you know, get off my chest with

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Jennifer. Oh, I thought you were going
to stay with me. No.

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So you're really going to talk to her
about this? I have to.

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She was so upset she talked to Kyle and
said, I'm really upset with Sutton. She

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makes everything about herself, and
that's why Garcelle is not her friend

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anymore. In hell, really?

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Uh -huh.

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Really? Like, what?

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Why did you say that? Yeah.

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Yeah. It just wasn't right.

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Jennifer saying that Sutton makes
everything out about herself is somewhat

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yes. But I think Sutton probably feels
betrayed by Tilly. You know, you're my

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friend. I've already had a big falling
out with Garcelle. I don't need to have

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falling out with you.

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You could have come to me first.

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Well, I mean, are you going to?

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Oh, yeah.

355
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Listen, you have no idea who you're
dealing with. Oh, my God.

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Coming up. Amanda, I heard you had some
concerns about the way I was speaking

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about the father of my children.

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I'm going to put the box on the chair.

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Rachel does slippers, Rachel does
pajamas, Rachel does fragrance, Rachel

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sun glasses.

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Hi. Hi.

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Oh, we've lost full power.

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I've been holding it.

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There's going to be hiccups, and, like,
you're just going to keep adjusting, and

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it's going to be that much more magical.
That's the message I can get. Really?

366
00:21:19,820 --> 00:21:22,280
Okay, I like that message. How are you?

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00:21:23,420 --> 00:21:25,120
Oh, wait, don't forget your Chanel.

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Oh, my gosh, I keep forgetting them.

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Thank you.

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Do you think we should put these up now?

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Yeah, let's put them maybe on either the
bar cart or actually that high top, the

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black table.

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Hi, son. You're so punctual.

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Erica.

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Yay. I've been ready for hours. Come in.
Look at you gorgeous people.

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We just called to Kathy and she didn't
have any power. We don't have power.

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camoly. So this really is going to be a
candle lit. I love actual tenors.

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Hi. I'm home.

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How are you?

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Hi. Oh, my God. You got it. You look
gorgeous.

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I love the new Natalie.

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Natalie and I met for her soon -to -be
ex -husband, Simon Fuller, many years

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ago. And I think she's in, like, her new
era.

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Natalie's going through a divorce. Hi.

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You're clearly not bored. You are not.
Watch her wear it. Oh, I love a hoe

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dress. And Natalie's giving me expensive
hoes.

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This is new Natalie. This is not old
Natalie.

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I was like, I'm really sorry if everyone
sees my vagina. Why? I think you should

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show your vagina as much as you want.

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00:22:30,910 --> 00:22:31,930
Hi, queen.

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00:22:32,530 --> 00:22:33,550
Look at you.

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We're all dressing like the cosmos. How
beautiful you are. Hi.

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00:22:38,210 --> 00:22:39,470
Thank you.

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Jesus Christ, Jennifer.

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00:22:41,030 --> 00:22:43,830
I just got that. I'm going to rip some
diamonds off of you.

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00:22:44,210 --> 00:22:47,310
Jennifer Tilly is like a walking museum
of fashion.

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That's on Bulkery. Yeah, of course I
know that ring. And that's yours. People

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always ask me, whose closet would you
take over? And now I'm like, wait, maybe

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it's Jennifer Tilly.

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Plumbers, we're ready.

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00:23:09,350 --> 00:23:12,290
Hi! Look at you, gorgeous lady in red.

402
00:23:14,580 --> 00:23:15,840
Jennifer, this is Natalie.

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00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:19,840
Oh my gosh, you're so gorgeous. I love
it. Look at this cape.

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00:23:20,060 --> 00:23:21,220
I love the Loewe shoes.

405
00:23:21,420 --> 00:23:22,420
Look at those. Me too.

406
00:23:22,520 --> 00:23:24,720
This little Miss Saturn. Hi, honey. How
are you?

407
00:23:25,100 --> 00:23:26,400
It's so good to see you.

408
00:23:27,500 --> 00:23:28,500
Hi, babe.

409
00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:32,180
Oh, you look great. You look so
selectory. Hi.

410
00:23:33,560 --> 00:23:34,560
How are you?

411
00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:37,000
You look like a goddess.

412
00:23:37,220 --> 00:23:39,280
Hi. Hi, gorgeous.

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00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:42,600
After spending some time with Amanda,

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I have some reservations.

415
00:23:45,350 --> 00:23:49,510
I think that she is much more calculated
than I thought.

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Kyle, look.

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I bought it for my birthday.

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I just signed a book deal.

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Book deal, book deal, book

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00:24:05,790 --> 00:24:09,110
deal. Yes. What are we writing about?

421
00:24:09,790 --> 00:24:12,630
Book deal, book deal, book deal.

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00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:19,560
I think when you get divorced, it's
important to have ownership in your life

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that's not connected to a man.

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00:24:22,360 --> 00:24:27,760
That's really amazing, and it's
important. It's so nice to get the

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these ladies.

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Finalmente.

427
00:24:32,500 --> 00:24:33,560
Who's this boyfriend?

428
00:24:33,820 --> 00:24:34,820
He looks like an artist.

429
00:24:35,220 --> 00:24:37,420
He looks like he's from Brooklyn. I
mean, come on.

430
00:24:38,270 --> 00:24:41,630
Did you choose a co -author? I did. It's
a mother -daughter duo.

431
00:24:42,070 --> 00:24:43,830
Like a ghost writer?

432
00:24:45,350 --> 00:24:47,010
Co -author's a ghost writer, yeah.

433
00:24:47,610 --> 00:24:48,750
I just sat down and wrote.

434
00:24:51,170 --> 00:24:53,170
Well, it's more for time.

435
00:24:53,870 --> 00:24:56,250
I just wrote my book. You must have had
a lot of time.

436
00:24:59,159 --> 00:25:02,960
I'm really glad that you wrote your book
all by yourself. I did not.

437
00:25:03,360 --> 00:25:06,360
Dorit definitely will not because it'll
never come out.

438
00:25:06,620 --> 00:25:08,880
I need to get something to eat. I'm like
looking.

439
00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:09,559
I know.

440
00:25:09,560 --> 00:25:10,560
I need to eat something.

441
00:25:10,740 --> 00:25:14,100
For someone who claims to be an author,
she sure doesn't know how to read the

442
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room. You don't have any non -alcoholic
champagne.

443
00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:20,240
I think so. Let me check for you. Okay.
Tell me about the co -author thing. It

444
00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:22,100
didn't even occur to me to not just sit
down and write my book.

445
00:25:22,300 --> 00:25:25,200
It depends on the style book you're
writing. I guess I'm a writer.

446
00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:28,380
Like, a big part of my job was writing
before I wrote the book. Oh, I just

447
00:25:28,380 --> 00:25:31,020
my book. I wrote it. I was like, you
know, you had a lot of time on your

448
00:25:31,260 --> 00:25:32,179
Are we one after?

449
00:25:32,180 --> 00:25:35,380
No, no, no. I'm a New York Times
bestselling author. I'm a two times New

450
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Times bestselling author.

451
00:25:37,300 --> 00:25:38,300
Amanda,

452
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like, are you okay?

453
00:25:41,700 --> 00:25:42,700
Like, what?

454
00:25:42,940 --> 00:25:46,020
Isn't there something in your brain that
blocks you from saying something like

455
00:25:46,020 --> 00:25:49,660
that? You don't need to put someone else
down to lift yourself up.

456
00:25:50,100 --> 00:25:51,100
Oh, my God.

457
00:25:51,180 --> 00:25:54,520
Oh, my God. Is that the best caviar?
That's raw caviar. It's so good.

458
00:25:54,800 --> 00:25:57,160
I didn't like what she was saying about
the both of you. I thought that was

459
00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:59,960
rude. Listen, as the new girl in town,
that's f***ing bold.

460
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:02,180
Okay. Let me tell you what she said
about you.

461
00:26:02,980 --> 00:26:08,680
She's concerned that you're talking too
much about the divorce and that it might

462
00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:11,480
come back to bite you. But I started
wondering, like...

463
00:26:12,120 --> 00:26:15,560
Is her talking to everyone going to end
up affecting the divorce in some kind of

464
00:26:15,560 --> 00:26:16,560
negative way?

465
00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:19,220
Who said that? She did?

466
00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:20,480
Mm -hmm.

467
00:26:21,060 --> 00:26:25,200
Then she said, I'm getting caviar.
There's no cocktail napkins, Rachel. Oh,

468
00:26:25,220 --> 00:26:27,340
there is. Here. Oh, let me get a
cocktail napkin. Here's one.

469
00:26:27,580 --> 00:26:30,960
Hold on, hold on, hold on. I've got
napkins. Oh, this is interesting.

470
00:26:31,180 --> 00:26:37,740
Then she said that she was worried about
you being an

471
00:26:37,740 --> 00:26:38,740
alcoholic.

472
00:26:40,140 --> 00:26:41,440
Amanda and I had a nice lunch.

473
00:26:41,790 --> 00:26:42,749
Some weeks back.

474
00:26:42,750 --> 00:26:46,070
So I've been thinking about you a lot
since the party. I really have. Sending

475
00:26:46,070 --> 00:26:48,910
you love and good vibes every day. I'm
praying you're getting some sleep. Oh,

476
00:26:48,910 --> 00:26:49,910
Amanda. I really have.

477
00:26:49,970 --> 00:26:53,030
She never said a single word about any
concern.

478
00:26:53,830 --> 00:26:59,690
So it's pretty odd that I'm now hearing
she's got a different opinion when my

479
00:26:59,690 --> 00:27:00,690
back is turned.

480
00:27:00,890 --> 00:27:02,390
I didn't out PK.

481
00:27:03,030 --> 00:27:07,970
I would never, ever, ever discuss it
without his approval.

482
00:27:08,490 --> 00:27:09,490
Never.

483
00:27:09,730 --> 00:27:13,600
Hi. I'm Jennifer. I was hovering because
I was like, I want to be next. I want

484
00:27:13,600 --> 00:27:14,459
to be next.

485
00:27:14,460 --> 00:27:16,120
Hi, it's very nice to meet you.

486
00:27:17,360 --> 00:27:18,740
And is this non -alcoholic champagne?

487
00:27:18,940 --> 00:27:19,940
Yes. Thank you.

488
00:27:20,020 --> 00:27:21,020
The queen.

489
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:22,040
Oh, my God.

490
00:27:22,140 --> 00:27:23,140
Nice.

491
00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:24,679
You're a moment.

492
00:27:24,680 --> 00:27:26,880
I love your outfit. You're beautiful.
Such a moment.

493
00:27:27,140 --> 00:27:28,140
Gorgeous.

494
00:27:29,500 --> 00:27:34,460
This card has not come out this entire
time, and it's one of my favorites.

495
00:27:34,700 --> 00:27:38,080
It's pregnant, but maybe she just had
one too many pizzas.

496
00:27:38,920 --> 00:27:42,240
No, that's the way of life. Pregnant
with possibility, I'm sorry. Right?

497
00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:43,740
This looks like Sutton.

498
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:48,000
My friend Sutton. It does look like
Sutton. She's wearing pink. She's

499
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:49,000
cake.

500
00:27:49,860 --> 00:27:53,900
Is she someone that you see? She's my
very big girlfriend of 18 years.

501
00:27:54,120 --> 00:27:57,380
And I feel like you can lean on her a
little bit.

502
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:03,680
Can I have a margarita?

503
00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:05,720
I want it fat.

504
00:28:06,080 --> 00:28:08,620
Yeah, I want an extra fat margarita,
please.

505
00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:10,320
Thank you so much.

506
00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:15,360
Boze had her peanuts on the plane. Did
you see that when we were on the plane

507
00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:17,400
and her nuts went everywhere?

508
00:28:17,840 --> 00:28:19,020
I thought you said her peanuts.

509
00:28:19,460 --> 00:28:20,720
Peanuts, not peanuts.

510
00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:25,120
Where is Boze? Was today Friday? I think
her acre table was Wednesday.

511
00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:32,100
How was it? A card came up that looked
just like you. I went, this is sudden.

512
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:34,700
She's wearing a pink dress and she was
holding a cake.

513
00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:36,700
Jennifer, can I talk to you?

514
00:28:36,900 --> 00:28:38,160
Okay, let me get some wine.

515
00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:40,440
Do you have wine? I don't.

516
00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:43,440
I'm going to have wine at dinner. Okay,
I'm not going to have any wine then.

517
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:44,540
I'll come over with you.

518
00:28:45,020 --> 00:28:46,020
This is so pretty.

519
00:28:46,260 --> 00:28:47,780
Thank you. This is Dior. I got it.

520
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:51,340
Remember when we were in Milan and then
I went on to Paris?

521
00:28:51,620 --> 00:28:55,040
Yeah. I got it in Paris. Oh, I was
thinking about Dior dinner.

522
00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:56,760
This is pretty.

523
00:28:57,220 --> 00:28:59,520
Oh, my gosh. Okay.

524
00:29:01,620 --> 00:29:03,240
So I have to talk to you about this.

525
00:29:04,540 --> 00:29:08,080
Because my feelings are super hurt.

526
00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:12,540
I talked to Kyle.

527
00:29:13,180 --> 00:29:19,180
And she told me, you said I am always
the one to stir up trouble.

528
00:29:19,440 --> 00:29:22,880
And that's why Garcelle doesn't want to
be friends with me.

529
00:29:32,620 --> 00:29:39,620
I talked to Kyle, and she told me, you
said I am always the

530
00:29:39,620 --> 00:29:40,680
one to stir up trouble.

531
00:29:41,020 --> 00:29:43,060
I don't like to be snapped at for no
reason.

532
00:29:43,540 --> 00:29:46,900
And you know, all her friends just give
her a big pass because everybody knows

533
00:29:46,900 --> 00:29:47,920
that she's fragile.

534
00:29:48,460 --> 00:29:50,720
I'm like, uh -huh, this is too much.

535
00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:55,800
Sutton, I did not say that. And that's
why Garcelle doesn't want to be friends

536
00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:56,439
with me.

537
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:59,800
They do believe that's one of the
reasons why Garcelle left, because it's

538
00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:02,080
all about Sutton. It's not about anybody
else.

539
00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:07,560
I went out of the room because I felt
like, why am I here? I can't speak.

540
00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:12,720
And I'm going to say, yes, I was venting
a little bit. I mean, I don't remember

541
00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:18,560
what I said, but it was just basically
saying that I felt bad that I'd been

542
00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:23,660
snapped at. Right. And I did say
something like that might have been

543
00:30:23,660 --> 00:30:29,800
that Garcelle experienced, that maybe
that might have been a thing that she

544
00:30:29,800 --> 00:30:31,540
feeling. Maybe it was similar to what...

545
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:32,960
I was feeling.

546
00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:37,580
After Garcelle left, I started to
examine my own relationship with Sutton,

547
00:30:37,580 --> 00:30:40,360
did understand to some extent how
Garcelle felt.

548
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:45,300
And in that moment, I felt I would never
speak to Sutton that way, and I felt

549
00:30:45,300 --> 00:30:47,680
like it was unfair that she was speaking
to me like that.

550
00:30:48,420 --> 00:30:50,460
It took me back to the past.

551
00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:56,500
I'm actually trying hard to not be
reactive.

552
00:30:57,240 --> 00:30:58,540
I don't want us to mess up.

553
00:30:58,820 --> 00:31:02,760
Your friendship is so important to me. I
should not have been talking to Kyle

554
00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:07,920
about what essentially was a feeling
that I was having about our interaction.

555
00:31:08,820 --> 00:31:15,200
I have started to do work on myself, but
in Sedona, I snapped at Jennifer, and I

556
00:31:15,200 --> 00:31:21,780
should not have. I needed to breathe and
take a minute, or as my mother would

557
00:31:21,780 --> 00:31:23,520
tell me, to count to five.

558
00:31:25,539 --> 00:31:26,539
I know.

559
00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:29,320
Oh, gosh. I don't know if I can get up.
Get up.

560
00:31:29,740 --> 00:31:30,880
I'm really sorry.

561
00:31:31,980 --> 00:31:35,180
And I am going to try to be better
because I want to be your ride and die.

562
00:31:35,180 --> 00:31:36,099
are that.

563
00:31:36,100 --> 00:31:37,440
Okay. Come on, movie star.

564
00:31:37,980 --> 00:31:39,500
Okay. Ooh, big energy.

565
00:31:39,740 --> 00:31:43,360
And don't be afraid to tell me anything,
even if it's bad or what have you.

566
00:31:43,720 --> 00:31:48,580
Oh, my God.

567
00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:50,820
Oh, my God.

568
00:31:51,500 --> 00:31:54,940
But what does that card mean with all
the swords out of the head? It's

569
00:31:54,940 --> 00:31:56,620
like a hard ending.

570
00:31:56,860 --> 00:31:57,960
A hard ending.

571
00:31:59,500 --> 00:32:01,500
Sutton, Jennifer, Queen.

572
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:03,680
Queen, come.

573
00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:06,100
I want to invite everybody to come sit.

574
00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:08,160
Oh, we have goodie bags. Thank you.

575
00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:13,280
Babe, this hot girl summer better get
started. I would love sparkling. Thank

576
00:32:13,280 --> 00:32:14,279
so much.

577
00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:16,100
I just want to say a couple things.

578
00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:18,600
Thank God I have 600 candles.

579
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:23,000
That I keep on hand. I'm missing both
very much right now.

580
00:32:23,220 --> 00:32:27,780
But she did call me and give me
permission to share the news.

581
00:32:33,660 --> 00:32:36,300
I'm going to cry. I'm trying not to cry.

582
00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:37,760
Wow.

583
00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:44,400
And I'm very, very grateful for all of
you guys. And I am the new girl or at

584
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:45,379
least one of them.

585
00:32:45,380 --> 00:32:48,420
Welcoming you into the group. New
amazing women in my life. That's all.

586
00:32:49,469 --> 00:32:52,730
So bon appetit. Everybody go in and get
a plate.

587
00:32:53,050 --> 00:32:57,250
This is so beautiful, Rachel. I actually
love it without the light.

588
00:32:57,950 --> 00:32:59,050
Look at these vegetables.

589
00:32:59,750 --> 00:33:01,010
There's salmon over here.

590
00:33:01,630 --> 00:33:03,190
So where are you from? Oklahoma.

591
00:33:03,490 --> 00:33:06,210
I moved to California in 2017.

592
00:33:06,430 --> 00:33:07,510
I started in Montecito.

593
00:33:08,230 --> 00:33:13,530
You are not allowed to leave until
everybody does. Of course. I want to do

594
00:33:13,530 --> 00:33:15,790
big reading with you. I thought you
might say that.

595
00:33:17,530 --> 00:33:21,310
I've been to psychics. I've been to
energy healers. I've been to an

596
00:33:21,310 --> 00:33:22,370
guide. Yeah.

597
00:33:23,610 --> 00:33:24,990
I like woo -woo.

598
00:33:25,590 --> 00:33:26,790
I'm Amanda Francis.

599
00:33:26,990 --> 00:33:27,990
I like woo -woo.

600
00:33:28,310 --> 00:33:30,310
Look at the cards of what you need to
know.

601
00:33:30,990 --> 00:33:32,950
Money Tree, talk to me about this.

602
00:33:33,290 --> 00:33:38,650
You are a manifester times 100. Do
people say that to you a lot? I write

603
00:33:38,650 --> 00:33:40,050
on manifesting for a living.

604
00:33:41,490 --> 00:33:42,910
I wrote a book called Riches.

605
00:33:43,690 --> 00:33:45,550
Okay, so are you a medium as well?

606
00:33:46,590 --> 00:33:50,830
I'm down, but I can't control it. Do you
feel anything for me right now?

607
00:33:54,870 --> 00:33:56,770
I can't get anything.

608
00:33:56,970 --> 00:33:57,789
I'm sorry.

609
00:33:57,790 --> 00:33:58,790
It's okay.

610
00:33:59,290 --> 00:34:02,930
My three -year -old twin died three
years ago today.

611
00:34:04,630 --> 00:34:09,290
So I thought maybe this might be a
moment where maybe he would come through

612
00:34:09,290 --> 00:34:10,248
little bit.

613
00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:14,030
Eddie's had these moments where he just
feels Zion around him and he feels like

614
00:34:14,030 --> 00:34:15,030
Zion.

615
00:34:15,100 --> 00:34:16,320
stopping by to say hi.

616
00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:17,560
Do you just feel it's on?

617
00:34:17,940 --> 00:34:21,600
I just feel it's on. Like, you just want
it to be a part of it.

618
00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:28,179
And I don't have them the same way Eddie
does. I'm really wanting to find my

619
00:34:28,179 --> 00:34:29,179
version of that.

620
00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:37,520
This card is about you being open to how
he wants to connect to you, and I would

621
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:42,900
spend some time outside and just, like,
do a meditation if he wants to, like,

622
00:34:42,900 --> 00:34:43,900
come to you.

623
00:34:45,170 --> 00:34:46,230
Okay. You'll know.

624
00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:48,250
Okay.

625
00:34:48,469 --> 00:34:49,830
Okay. Okay.

626
00:34:50,389 --> 00:34:52,870
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank
you. Okay.

627
00:34:54,850 --> 00:34:55,969
And Jennifer taught.

628
00:34:56,770 --> 00:35:00,150
And she didn't remember.

629
00:35:00,550 --> 00:35:02,550
Do you think I made that up? No.

630
00:35:05,160 --> 00:35:09,680
We can talk about it in front of Kyle.
You know, I think that I told her that I

631
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:13,700
was kind of like gutted and my breath
got taken away. We're making a mountain

632
00:35:13,700 --> 00:35:14,700
out of a molehill, really.

633
00:35:14,900 --> 00:35:19,960
Yeah. I remember saying things, but I
don't remember what they were. But it

634
00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:24,960
wasn't like me going like, because I'm
always very protective of you and our

635
00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:28,840
friendship. What's going on here?
There's nothing going on. Kyle was

636
00:35:28,840 --> 00:35:32,520
about a thing and then it was quiet and
then people started coming up.

637
00:35:33,150 --> 00:35:34,870
Am I making things worse? No,

638
00:35:35,650 --> 00:35:37,030
you're not making things worse.

639
00:35:38,690 --> 00:35:42,990
Speaking of context and things flying
out of their mouth, because I do think

640
00:35:42,990 --> 00:35:44,690
guys are going to be fine. I really do.

641
00:35:45,290 --> 00:35:46,290
I do.

642
00:35:46,870 --> 00:35:53,830
I just want to know, Amanda, what your
take is on me discussing my

643
00:35:53,830 --> 00:36:00,790
divorce. Because I heard that you had
some concerns about the way I was

644
00:36:00,790 --> 00:36:02,250
about the father of my children.

645
00:36:02,700 --> 00:36:08,680
Kyle and I spoke a little that maybe it
could make your divorce situation harder

646
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:09,680
in the custody.

647
00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:11,760
How so? Where did you hear this?

648
00:36:16,860 --> 00:36:22,700
I heard it from Sutton.

649
00:36:24,300 --> 00:36:26,020
What day was this?

650
00:36:26,340 --> 00:36:27,640
Well, do you think it?

651
00:36:28,020 --> 00:36:31,700
Because it doesn't matter what day was
it. Can I be really, really honest?

652
00:36:32,220 --> 00:36:35,120
Zion died three years ago today, and I'm
holding on by a thread.

653
00:36:37,860 --> 00:36:39,140
Is that your dog?

654
00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:41,400
My son.

655
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:44,480
What?

656
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:51,660
Can I be really, really honest?

657
00:36:52,060 --> 00:36:55,040
Zion died three years ago today, and I'm
holding on by a thread.

658
00:36:57,920 --> 00:36:59,280
Is that your dog?

659
00:37:00,710 --> 00:37:01,710
My son.

660
00:37:01,830 --> 00:37:02,830
What?

661
00:37:03,570 --> 00:37:05,110
Three years ago today.

662
00:37:05,790 --> 00:37:07,390
Your son?

663
00:37:08,110 --> 00:37:09,110
Canaan's twin.

664
00:37:12,110 --> 00:37:18,950
I had absolutely no idea that the
anniversary of Amanda's son's death was

665
00:37:18,950 --> 00:37:20,590
today. Oh.

666
00:37:23,210 --> 00:37:24,310
I mean.

667
00:37:29,580 --> 00:37:30,580
Why didn't we know?

668
00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:34,560
Nobody knew?

669
00:37:35,860 --> 00:37:41,580
I'm sorry that you're, you know, it
landed on the day like today.

670
00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:49,040
Maybe we'll have the conversation again,
but I just, I'm just curious.

671
00:37:49,600 --> 00:37:53,540
Having an opinion from someone who
doesn't know me, doesn't know my

672
00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:56,580
doesn't know my husband, and actually
said to me,

673
00:37:57,450 --> 00:38:01,410
after I met you the first time, that you
thought about me all weekend and prayed

674
00:38:01,410 --> 00:38:02,089
for me.

675
00:38:02,090 --> 00:38:04,710
That's all very true. I have been
thinking about you a lot. You're going

676
00:38:04,710 --> 00:38:05,710
a hard time.

677
00:38:06,390 --> 00:38:10,430
But I think I agree. I think I agreed
with Kyle. I don't think I had really

678
00:38:10,430 --> 00:38:11,430
strong feelings.

679
00:38:11,830 --> 00:38:15,330
Do you remember me saying anything other
than agreeing with you? I don't recall,

680
00:38:15,450 --> 00:38:16,450
actually.

681
00:38:16,530 --> 00:38:20,250
She clearly is very upset. But it was
bringing it to all of her friends over

682
00:38:20,250 --> 00:38:22,270
over. Why? That worries me.

683
00:38:22,550 --> 00:38:26,200
Do you think you hijacked? Kyle's
daughter who's known me for eight years,

684
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:27,900
years, and made it your own?

685
00:38:31,180 --> 00:38:38,080
Do you think it's fair to bring this to
me when I just shared with you

686
00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:39,080
guys what I'm going through?

687
00:38:42,860 --> 00:38:44,980
I'm sorry, Amanda.

688
00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:47,100
I'm telling you guys this is a hard day
for me.

689
00:38:49,640 --> 00:38:51,560
He died. My kid died.

690
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:57,760
Listen, you can say that you're not very
kind.

691
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:03,020
Amanda, I'm not trying to be anything
other than conversational.

692
00:39:03,260 --> 00:39:07,980
If you're not ready to have a
conversation, it's fine. I respect your

693
00:39:07,980 --> 00:39:09,800
100%. Okay.

694
00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:14,120
It could make a custody hearing more
complicated.

695
00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:18,020
Okay, but do you want to have the
conversation or not? No, I absolutely

696
00:39:18,020 --> 00:39:20,620
need to go home. Okay, so then we should
have it another time.

697
00:39:22,830 --> 00:39:25,450
That's what I'm hearing. You're a
wonderful hostess.

698
00:39:25,650 --> 00:39:27,770
Thank you for having me. I'm sorry.

699
00:39:28,110 --> 00:39:29,130
I'm going to go be with Eddie.

700
00:39:29,370 --> 00:39:33,510
I just want to hold him and cry and talk
about what today is.

701
00:39:40,050 --> 00:39:41,050
That's great timing.

702
00:39:42,030 --> 00:39:46,010
Amanda shared with us that she had lost
a baby at Jennifer Tilly's party. It was

703
00:39:46,010 --> 00:39:47,010
a hard pregnancy.

704
00:39:48,010 --> 00:39:50,810
My son didn't make it. He died at five
days old in the NICU.

705
00:39:51,010 --> 00:39:52,010
Oh, honey, I'm sorry.

706
00:39:52,250 --> 00:39:56,050
But I had no idea that today was the
anniversary.

707
00:39:56,630 --> 00:39:59,990
I didn't say anything at all. I hate
seeing you leave like this.

708
00:40:00,290 --> 00:40:04,910
I should just be with my family right
now. I really wish she had told us,

709
00:40:04,930 --> 00:40:07,530
because I would never have said anything
to her.

710
00:40:08,530 --> 00:40:09,710
Hi. Hi, honey.

711
00:40:10,190 --> 00:40:13,230
Everybody feels very, very bad.

712
00:40:13,470 --> 00:40:15,090
Only one person should.

713
00:40:17,030 --> 00:40:18,410
I'm sorry that that happened.

714
00:40:18,810 --> 00:40:24,770
She came at me accusatory with a very
attacking style of energy.

715
00:40:25,350 --> 00:40:26,370
Hold on a second.

716
00:40:26,930 --> 00:40:32,570
Dorit. Dorit. The second I said it was
going on, that should have ended it.

717
00:40:33,070 --> 00:40:37,070
I knew that she had a child that passed
away. But I definitely didn't know that

718
00:40:37,070 --> 00:40:38,070
it was today.

719
00:40:38,110 --> 00:40:39,110
Listen to me, Kat.

720
00:40:39,580 --> 00:40:44,640
I respect that it's the anniversary of
her son's death. I don't need to have

721
00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:48,660
conversation with her. Can you just go
and be the bigger person?

722
00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:51,020
We're not forgiving or anything, okay?

723
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:53,240
We're talking about a death.

724
00:40:54,900 --> 00:40:59,280
Amanda, I'm so sorry you're going
through this. I didn't know, obviously.

725
00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:03,940
didn't say anything. And, you know, as a
mother, I cannot think of anything

726
00:41:03,940 --> 00:41:05,920
worse in my life.

727
00:41:06,740 --> 00:41:09,120
So just know. Don't touch me right now,
please.

728
00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:13,960
Okay, well, it was just a nice gesture,
but... But, like, I told you my kid

729
00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:16,940
died, and you kept going. You kept
getting really, really strong.

730
00:41:17,260 --> 00:41:22,200
Which I said I respect, and I said, you
continue the conversation.

731
00:41:22,700 --> 00:41:24,840
I was trying to get what you were
saying.

732
00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:28,300
Okay, but I don't want to have the
conversation right now.

733
00:41:28,560 --> 00:41:31,640
I want to respect that you don't want to
have the conversation.

734
00:41:32,100 --> 00:41:33,100
Do you understand?

735
00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:37,100
I don't think that conversation... I
don't think that's true. I think you

736
00:41:37,100 --> 00:41:40,620
much wanted to go at it out there after
I told you what I was going through. You

737
00:41:40,620 --> 00:41:41,620
did keep going.

738
00:41:41,740 --> 00:41:44,920
Amanda... And if someone told me their
kid died, I definitely would have just

739
00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:45,920
given them a hug.

740
00:41:46,820 --> 00:41:52,380
Okay. Well, I apologize that I didn't,
but I just came out here right now to

741
00:41:52,380 --> 00:41:53,380
give you a hug.

742
00:41:53,700 --> 00:41:57,800
So why don't you go and... Good night,
Amanda.

743
00:41:58,260 --> 00:41:59,260
Good night.

744
00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:00,560
Good night, sweetie.

745
00:42:02,700 --> 00:42:03,820
Cuddle with your family.

746
00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:21,720
Next time on The Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills.

747
00:42:22,060 --> 00:42:25,420
Natalie went to the hottest place she's
ever seen. They had sex.

748
00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:27,320
Okay, you want the tour?

749
00:42:27,660 --> 00:42:29,300
There's so many parties here.

750
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:32,340
I just think, what would have happened
if we didn't leave here?

751
00:42:33,260 --> 00:42:36,580
I'd like to be able to have a
conversation with you. I need to be able

752
00:42:36,580 --> 00:42:38,540
a dinner party without being verbally
accustomed.

753
00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,160
I went looking up Amanda's book.

754
00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:43,840
And I see this blog that says, I was an
occult.

755
00:42:44,380 --> 00:42:47,460
Maybe now we will get to know the real
Amanda.

